Samsung SGH-N105
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oh, I went to the other N-105...the one 2nd from bottom on the right ofpage 3
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I was thinking at least Saturday so that I could do ALL of my HW adn reflect and then go to church together on sunday.
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Don't you think we have a lot to talk about...serious stuff, open and honestly no matter what hurts?
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i agree... and if you want to talk tonight we will talk if you dont then we wont... i wanted to talk still last night but i have thought things over and have different (slighlty) views now and have a lot to get off my mind as well no matter how much it hurts
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well i do want you to change and i will admit you have made some imporovements and are trying at times...taht is the first thing i wanted to tell you. it still is hard to face the fact taht its not a desire for you to do better or to want to improve in anything... but i do regonize that fact that you do make an effort at times and that is better than what is has been and i do appreciate it
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The same to you. Don't you think I am having a hard time as well trying to understand why I dont have these desires? It frustrates me more than you know, b/c I want them to be there.
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i cant even imagine how taht would be... honestly i think you are going through a depression and that is a clinical sign of this
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If it is such a depression causing me to NOT feel, then its not just a recent thing. I've been battling the lack of continuous desire for months, maybe even a year or so.
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that is a sign of depression... and it seems like it is getting worse for some reason
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I dunno. I just haven't been the same person since my break up with EJ. I used to be a lively, vibrant, optimistic person WITHOUT a self image problem, and would be so kind and caring for ANYONE....but I dont think you have truely gotten to know who I really am deep down. I dont even know anymore.
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if you would like i scan stop at the library if i have time and grab you a book about it
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other things about it are: can NOT loose wait or loose tons of wait quickly, fluctuaing feelings (rapidly), like PMS only worse, tired, upset often, VERY negative self comments, small triggers, school proeblmes, lack of motivation, problems with friends , low self esteem, self doubt.
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i think you match a lot of those traits i tink there ais a depression still left over from the breakup still to this day
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